Posted by Janice on February 18, 2000, at 15:58:25
In reply to Re: Reoccuring Dreams ... guilt and shame, posted by bob on February 17, 2000, at 16:58:24
thanks guys,
It's all guilt, no shame! These feelings are about not living up to my own standards. Especially since my horse completely relied on me for her life.
But it is ridiculous. I've talked with my sister (who also boarded her horse at the same stable), and she barely remembered this. Eventually, she remembered that she fed my horse a few meals over a couple of months, and when I went travelling, she took care of her.
Somehow, I think I am comparing myself to the people that abused me.
I am hoping that writing about it, and talking with my sister will make these dreams go away.
You all sound far too clever to be depressed!
and dj, "In the long run, we are all dead." this could be the depressed persons motto! Janice
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