Posted by shar on November 2, 2002, at 10:14:45
In reply to How exciting!!! » shar, posted by judy1 on November 2, 2002, at 9:21:21
T and J:
Thanks for your warm good wishes.yes, it is a good AD and that worries me a lot. We both have bouts of depression, and expect that it will continue to occur, and that is sort of scary and disappointing. Plus, it worries me that I feel happy--hahahahaha, I know it's weird--because somehow it doesn't seem real. More like a really good movie. That I don't want to end.
He and I have talked about all this--and more--I am very, very grateful that this man (a) knows his feelings and (b) can talk about them.
In fact, he talks a lot. And has a wonderful voice. Very deep, baritone. I was sitting in a chair, he was on the sofa talking about something, the house was warm, I was relaxed and felt safe, hadn't had a lot of sleep, his deep voice was soothing...the next thing I hear (in a little louder voice) is "Sweetie, don't fall over and hit your head on the coffee table."
Hahahahahahaha, I was dozing off and about to just fall right outta my chair. How unusual for me to feel so safe and not hypervigilant. He took it very well that I enjoy dozing while he talks, it happened more than once.
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