Posted by alexandra_k on March 27, 2018, at 2:14:14
In reply to Re: Mortified myself » alexandra_k, posted by Clearskies on March 27, 2018, at 1:34:24
I freak out when I feel too close to people... I don't know if that is what is going on for you...
I'm the sort of person who needs to sleep in a warm bed with one leg out in the cold so I don't overheat. I've recently discovered eating ice-cream in the bath and it is just *AMAZING*. In case you happen to have a bath and haven't tried that, yet.
I find the push-pull thing too hard. The longing to be closer and the needing to flee. Everything feels magnified and overwhelming and I'm horrified and ashamed etc at myself...
Is it how baggage feels? I don't know. I think I needed to be pretty stoned to have ever gotten to be intimate with anyone at all, honestly...
Hang in there. I'm sure it will start to feel better... (((you)))
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