Posted by Beckett on January 20, 2012, at 11:51:41
In reply to Re: New Year,but am I willing? » Beckett, posted by gadchik on January 20, 2012, at 11:14:50
>Depending on a substance so completely,terrifies me.Yet,at night,when I take my k,it feels right,like its filling a hole that shouldnt be there.
My answer didn't address this, and I didn't want to breeze over it. Did you tell you pdoc this? Because it is important to share it. Not that that will provide an answer. Being less alone in terror helps I have found. Many people are afraid to be dependent on a medication, a person, a bank account. To be dependent literally means off of from something. I find it terrifying to be dependent, personally speaking. I don't have an answer yet other than to share.
Look at the stars/
See how they shine for you/
And everything you do/
And they was all yellow..../
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