Posted by gadchik on January 20, 2012, at 11:14:50
In reply to Re: New Year,but am I willing?, posted by Beckett on January 20, 2012, at 9:32:56
Have you tried decreasing the dose?Ive tried and end up feeling so crappy.My husband keeps saying I should take zoloft again(i lost 25lbs of the 30 or more I gained on it)and get off k.He takes 50mg z a day,and loves it.I think my biggest fear is not being on a med.What will happen?I worry that I will become psychotic as I try to taper k.I havent felt depressed since 2008,no panic attacks that k didnt stop dead.But what of the long term affects?Will I be an old lady with a fried brain?Will I be begging for k if I run out?Depending on a substance so completely,terrifies me.Yet,at night,when I take my k,it feels right,like its filling a hole that shouldnt be there.
"I came to explore the wreck.
The words are purposes.
The words are maps.
I came to see the damage that was done
and the treasures that prevail..." Adrienne Rich
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