Posted by Deneb on February 3, 2008, at 11:40:26
I'm feeling like a major loser right now. All my friends are getting married and buying houses with two garages.
Meanwhile I'm struggling to finish my degree and not succeeding very well and working part-time. I'm pretty sure I'll never be able to move up to a higher position at work because of my social anxiety. I've worked for about a year now and I still have not talked to anyone or made any friends.
At this rate, I'll never be able to afford to live on my own.
I'm seriously starting to think maybe I'm disabled or something. The other day I met up with a friend who decided to bring me to a vegetarian meet up. I totally freaked. I was incapacitated. I couldn't talk. I couldn't even order food. I think I made a fool of myself.
Sigh. There are so many things I can't do. I'll never make it out there in the real world.
I'm such a loser. I'll never move out or have my own home. I'll never made enough money to do so.
Without my parents helping me, I would probably be homeless. :-(
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