Posted by Michael83 on January 27, 2008, at 0:09:49
**small triggers**
(I'm retyping this because my last one did not show up)
I posted a while back ago about a science experiment in Europe that because of the danger it may or may not present, has caused me a lot of anxiety.
I posted on a science related forum expressing my concerns about the experiment and describing the anxiety I'm suffering because of it. Most of the responses I got indicated to me that I should not worry. Only a few people seemed to think there was credible danger regarding this experiment, but most of those people sounded like idiots.
However, the man who initiated the whole debate about the danger of this experiment replied to my thread. He is a respected physicist who has gone as far as to create a legal defense fund and has gone to court to stop these experiments.
His response was not of reassurance, but more of "we should investigate this because it could be dangerous." It was a relaxed response, not a one you would expect from someone trying to save the world. It made me wonder how serious he takes the threat.
Despite, his response has left me very scared. I'm shaking a bit.
I just want to live my life. To fall in love and do all the things I always expected to do. It is time like this when I try hardest to believe in God. I pray that God will forgive us, and protect us from ourselves.
I feel a little dizzy because of anxiety right now. I need to go to bed and get some sleep. I'm so scared. I love everyone and the world. I'm so sorry for taking life for granted. I just want everything to be ok.
poster:Michael83
thread:809121
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