Posted by Dinah on May 11, 2006, at 10:52:58
In reply to Re: I hear it's pretty hard to get into a hospital » Dinah, posted by Larry Hoover on May 11, 2006, at 10:43:54
Thanks, Lar.
I called my therapist. I made a few promises to him, and he's going to see me tomorrow. I'll try to hold on.
I managed to get through one of the calls without letting on how far I am from making the deadline. I don't know whether that's good or bad.
If I can just hold on a while longer. I've made arrangements to drop some of my workload, although that will be easier to do if we move, because I feel so much responsibility for Daddy's work. But if I can just hold off till then.
Waving the white flag seems so scary. It would mean a lot of scrutiny that I just can't bear right now. I guess that's why my thoughts turned to waving a red one. One that would get me out of the reach of prying eyes and uncomprehending pity.
It's so hard to admit these things to people who just don't understand.
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