Posted by Dinah on May 11, 2006, at 9:56:23
right now
With Charity (or whatever they renamed it) closed, at least two other hospitals closed, the remaining ones are stressed to capacity. I hear that even people taken from situations like the top of bridges are released without being admitted.
I don't think I'm in any danger of killing myself. But the stress of work and other stressors are overwhelming my ability to cope. And my immediate plans involve injuring myself rather more badly than the minor stuff I usually do. I've shredded the few things I don't want my husband to see, and thrown away all my sensitive stuff like Babble printouts, though the garbage doesn't get picked up anytime soon, so that should keep me safe.
Too many people want too many things from me and I'm not getting anything done because I just don't feel well from the stress of possibly moving or staying. I'm expecting several calls this morning with final final deadlines, none of which I can meet.
I know I'm supposed to discuss this with my employers, but I just can't face that right now. I jsut can't. Please don't even suggest it, because I just can't.
I'm already on tons and tons of medications. Including enough Risperdal that I should be calm as can be.
poster:Dinah
thread:642554
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