Posted by Deneb on September 16, 2005, at 10:18:44
In reply to Re: I'm so terribly ashamed » Deneb, posted by JenStar on September 15, 2005, at 23:24:04
> Deneb,
> I'm curious about why you send such emails, especially if they bother you later on?Don't know...poor self control?
> I think, after it happens a few times, the apologies dmay not mean as much to the people who are affected.I think so too.
>Probably....to get back in the good graces of the powers that be, changing your behavior in the future is the best way to go.
I agree.
> I mean, I think you're right to worry about others' reactions. If you sent damaging or potentially hurtful emails to other people, it's possible that they COULD start to develop negative feelings towards you.I agree here, plus I could have gotten into huge legal trouble. I think I could have gone to jail, yet I still did it.
You don't seem to understand my behaviour, and neither do I...it is sometimes extremely self destructive and hurtful to other people. I don't know why I do it. I could have gone to prision, but I still did it. Maybe I will go to prision yet, there is certainly plenty of evidence and I made no effects to hide my true identity.
I'm not sure I can guarantee that it will never happen again and it is a horrible thing.
Deneb
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