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Re: anybody understand?

Posted by Angielala on February 2, 2005, at 13:09:53

In reply to anybody understand?, posted by Rainee on February 2, 2005, at 4:53:36

I definitely understand...when you want to rub the skin off your face and you want to jump up on the chair and scream...

And then the meds... my husband told me two months ago that he was scared of me... he meant he was scared of my actions on the meds I was on, but I know how you feel... I had to hear him say "I love you.... no, really, I'm not lying..."

It's like being locked in your own head and when you do reach out, you are misunderstood... somethign like that, right?

It's allll chemicals... they rule us. It has nothing to do with how much we love or are loved, it has nothing to do with our hopes, dream, talents... the important stufff... no instead thses chemicals make us turn on ourselves...

It doesn't make everythign better, but realize it chemicals in us making us this way- and nothing else.

Of course all this will pass- and that's how you hold on. And think of it- your husband tells you he loves you as often as you need to hear it. DO NOT FEEL GUILTY about that- and he loves you- that's why he's there for you.

In fact there are a bunch of people feeling the same way- and are lost and confused too... and look, you jsut found me, and I understand... just imagine how many others go through it too... it helps me to knwo that there are other people who sit in traffic and just want to park their car, get out and walk somewhere- anywhere... you aren't alone, even though you feel alone. Keep reaching out, keep posting- share all the scary feelings and you'll be ok.

Let me know how you are doing...

~lala


> anxiety has it's grip on me again. But it seems deep down I 'm rageful. like I want to kick and scream. I don't know whats wrong. I do know that a med issue bothered me . cogentin made me really spacey and I blew it out proportion and was afraid I was losing my mind... big fear of mine losing myself. I feel insecure too. My husband told me he didn't like me on that medicine and I took it as he didn't like me. I must have called him 5 times to make sure he loved me. i'm just uptight. validation from others helps so I know I'm not alone. I hate it when in my own head too much. I'm scared but I'm sure it will pass. I'M MAD AT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>
> Thanks,
> Rainee


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