Posted by Susan47 on December 26, 2004, at 22:10:26
In reply to Re: Why, posted by AdaGrace on December 26, 2004, at 8:23:23
Yup, you definitely are alone in your twisted mind, I have one too and I know how lonely it gets. I kind of enjoy my manic episodes, actually. They're better than my depressive ones. Much, much better. And I haven't yet done anything really serious to atone for. But I need to get laid, I even bought condoms at the supermarket last week. There they sit ... I work with the public right now, I see tons of men everyday, and a friend at work and I were commenting on how few of the men we see we'd actually like to have as partners, if you know what I mean. Maybe one in a hundred. Most guys I see are boors, ignorant, ugly boors. Last week I was out dancing, and was approached by half a dozen different guys, one actually had the temerity to put his hand on my fishnet-stockinged leg .. this is after he spent ten minutes regaling me and spitting peanuts in my face with the story of how he and his ex-wife split up and he's better off without her ... God, what a boor. A boring boor.
The two nice men I met are totally inappropriate even for screwing, but I could dance with them I suppose. Hm. One of them has brain damage from being beaten up fifteen years ago, he tried to commit suicide last week and was in the local psych ward .... the other, nice guy but not my type, not sophisticated enough ... damn I wish sometimes that I was less soph myself .. even though I'm not all THAT, it's still TOO MUCH for most of the men in my town.
poster:Susan47
thread:433617
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20041226/msgs/434489.html