Posted by Dinah on December 25, 2004, at 7:53:10
In reply to Re: Why, posted by Susan47 on December 24, 2004, at 23:36:53
If it's not too painful, could you tell me more about how you feel odd? Twice you've referred to the oddness as making you feel alive while others are dead.
My own oddness makes me feel quite the opposite. My oddness makes me feel not quite part of life. An estranged and almost robotic outsider who just doesn't grasp why people feel. How they seem to immerse themselves in life in a way that feels stilted, unnatural, and even unpleasant to me.
Other things about me make me feel odd as well, but regards "alive" or "dead", my oddness comes down on the dead side.
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