Posted by B2Chica on September 27, 2004, at 13:45:14
In reply to hi again everieone., posted by Ivan Michael on September 25, 2004, at 12:41:33
Ivan!!!
it's so good to hear your wonderful "voice". i am sorry to hear you are suffering right now.
and sorry to hear about your friend-she must have been in a terrible place. i just want to say that you are an incredible friend to be there for her the way you were/are. people should be so lucky.
sometimes things do feel hopeless but please just hang in ther IVAN, you are SO worth fighting for. and let's face it, you've got some rebellious attitude in ya don't ya? let it loose on this depression. just take it day by day. and talking with your pdoc about possible medication change is a good idea.Keep popping in when you can! i miss you.
B2c.
> sorrie that i havent been posting at all since last year. life for me just kinda............... sucks........... right now. everiething seems so wrong and i cant do aniething about it. my friend is in some psychward with cuts all over her legs because she tried to kill herself by overdosing 2 days ago. i tried to calm er down that night and she even promised that she wouldnt go too far.
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> i dont know what to do. my life seems so pointless. i cant help aniebodie. i cant even help myself. most days i just want to lay down in bed and never get up because i cant handle it. i need to get on some new meds or something; i dont know. i'm just so lost right now. i feel so useless.
> (i'll try to check back before next weekend. no promises.)
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