Posted by Ivan Michael on September 25, 2004, at 12:41:33
sorrie that i havent been posting at all since last year. life for me just kinda............... sucks........... right now. everiething seems so wrong and i cant do aniething about it. my friend is in some psychward with cuts all over her legs because she tried to kill herself by overdosing 2 days ago. i tried to calm er down that night and she even promised that she wouldnt go too far.
i dont know what to do. my life seems so pointless. i cant help aniebodie. i cant even help myself. most days i just want to lay down in bed and never get up because i cant handle it. i need to get on some new meds or something; i dont know. i'm just so lost right now. i feel so useless.
(i'll try to check back before next weekend. no promises.)
poster:Ivan Michael
thread:394866
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