Posted by Slinky on September 7, 2004, at 19:20:08
Since I've been posting here...years maybe..it has helped greatly more so than real world.
I'm not so sociable may be a bit offish trying to make joke of things ( that may seem nasty but isn;t) because I'm fighting these mood shifts.
I feel loss of the friends i made here who don't post anymore and have no idea whats happened to them but thats human life
I have changed into this state of diss- ease and can't really connect so well or spell.
My mind is haunted with stupid ideations that are a battle sorry if I've been nasty or whatever..you are all compasionate special peaple who deserve a contentment and peace.
One day i may give in or i may find the will of creative urge through this chaos..
I'm self centred and all me me me but i hate my self.contraditions...today is an ok day and i feel a sort of gratitude.
Mind weather.
poster:Slinky
thread:387813
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