Posted by littlep24 on June 22, 2004, at 10:41:04
In reply to Re: HELP! HE makes me feel crazy! » littlep24, posted by AuntieMel on June 22, 2004, at 10:29:48
AuntieMel,
Your words are such a strength to me.
You are correct in my mind he does have the best intentions, it is that I don't respond well to his best intentions. He has always tried to take care of/fix me instead of himself and that is why he is where he is (4 DWIs). He was not an everyday drinker, he was a binge drinker and never abusive. I feel alot of resentment towards him for his prior actions, he has stepped up to being more family oriented now and where he has put us as a family with his DWIs. We are really trying to work together to keep our family together. I wanted more from him for soo long and now that he is ready to give it I am having a hard time receiving it, I wanted a divorce before he started giving it. I know they say not to make changes during this crucial time I am trying to feel the love again, however, as I already said I wanted more for so long I not sure I can accept it now. I can only give my word that I will try. For me finding the love is the most important thing.
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