Posted by partlycloudy on May 21, 2004, at 8:52:13
In reply to First time posting on this side...need to talk, posted by Rainee on May 21, 2004, at 8:33:36
((((Rainee)))) I'm 41 with BP2, GAD and panic attacks. I get so discouraged with no apparent improvement. My house gets cleaned one tiny area at a time. I used to love to cook every night. Now I might cook once a week, if I'm up to it (which isn't often these days). I can't go to the grocery store without taking a xanax beforehand. My T scheduled my next appointment for - get this - JUNE 23 - because I'm doing so well. It's one step forward and two stumbles backwards.
The only reason I hold on to any hope whatsoever is because of this place. I had a slew of good days in a row, and I almost dread them because I know I'll pay with days like these afterwards.
I stopped looking at myself in the mirror. I broke down and bought new clothes that fit, and I was so mad at myself!!
Rainee, I'm afraid I'm pretty close to the place you're at right now. How about misery loving company?
partlycloudy
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