Posted by Ivan Michael on May 5, 2004, at 16:21:42
In reply to Re: HELLO!!! » Ivan Michael, posted by Fallen4MyT on April 30, 2004, at 23:03:06
hey there. sorrie it took me so long to write back. i thought i alreadie read this one.
well you kinda got it but it's not like the problems of the other person have happened to me. they are like they are happening at that verie second. i don't know what it is. in my mind, it seems realler though, i have seen my girlfriend, as a child of 4, being raped in her brothers room atleast 12 times. it's like it's happening before me. i can see everie detail. i call hear and see and smell and sometimes even feel all of it. i can especiallie feel things when someone's talkin' about cutting or suicide. i hate the feelings i get. i've actuallie written a poem about it but i gotta find it. and yes i do have a therapist and hate medicine. i think that our nation is over medicated but most of us need it. unless i truelie need it, i will refuse anie meds.
for fun i got a pool, trampoline, play video games, listen to music(System of the Down or ANIETHING else), or go to my girlfriends house. i don't watch TV. i am in a church group called HSTG. maybe you've heard of it. i don't reallie go out much. i've been grounded so i can onlie go out for school sports and like one other thing a week. i pole-vault and play football. and i totallie agree on your animal statement. animals are the best thing on earth. in my opinion, they are better than us. if they can't make choices like other people say, then they are faultless. if they can, then they are the most friendlie and loving things on earth. i especiallie like dogs. how bout you?
poster:Ivan Michael
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