Posted by Ivan Michael on April 29, 2004, at 10:17:55
In reply to Re: HELLO!!! » Ivan Michael, posted by Fallen4MyT on April 27, 2004, at 20:19:55
hey there fallen. i'm glad to be here. i dont reallie know what PTSD is so you might have to explain. That is if you don't mind. well you said that you wanted to know about me. to start things off, i have been depressed for years but tried to block it out. i was a loner and completelie anti-social. i have a mind that races to things that scare me at times and comfuse me at others. some days i just cant stop thinking and i end up thinking about "bad" stuff that makes me even more upset. on other days, i cant think at all. my mind just shuts down and i cant think or consentrate, i just zone out. i started to see a counselor at school without telling anieone else. eventuallie, my girlfriends mom realized that i was "very" depressed and should see a counselor. i now see 2 counselors, 1 in school and 1 out-of school, and a psychiatrist whom i dont like so i'm switching some time soon. i have been on paxil for 3 months and hated it so my mom and i agreed to get off of it. (i dont think it was helping anieway) i have been labelled potentiallie suicidal. my friends dont consider me a cutter because i'v onlie done it twice and they were just "little" cuts. I have a girlfriend who i love so much. I have some friends at school who i can talk to, but i don't trust people easillie. to tell you the truth i hate people and think that life and the human race is a waste of time and a good planet. (but what can i do. it'll all blow up some day anieway) and finallie, if you haven't noticed, i am extremelie pessemistic(negaive).
If i spelled some words wrong it's cause i'm on a bad,slow day. If you want to know more about me, you can ask or read the poetrie/writing that i put on the writing page. thats all for now. later.
poster:Ivan Michael
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