Posted by kara lynne on July 24, 2003, at 1:03:40
I failed! I've never failed anything before (scholastically, that is). Not that I've succeeded so greatly, but I've just never failed a big test like this. I failed the practical portion, which I knew I didn't have enough time for, and my pdoc can write me a note so that I can get more time if I take it again. I had to get it together so fast during that time (moving and breaking up) that I didn't get that in place--pdoc note.
I almost saw my ex tonight. We were talking on the phone about possibly getting counseling and we both admitted we were lonely. He asked if I wanted to go to dinner, and I said I'd think about it. Then I went home and got my fail notice--they write it really large. GRADE: FAIL. I was reminded of the reason I probably failed. I called him and said no. (Didn't tell him I failed, however.)
Nothing like that for a boost in the ol self esteem. GRADE: FAIL GRADE: FAILGRADE: FAILGRADE: FAILGRADE: FAILGRADE: FAIL
Well you get the point.
I cried. Threatened to hurt myself, but didn't. Then I sulked. Then I sat like a corpse upon the couch and watched cruel reality television.
I am trying not to make this mean as much as I could.
Really easily could.
poster:kara lynne
thread:244753
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