Posted by Temmie on July 19, 2003, at 11:51:58
In reply to Re: Continuing the Paul and Temmie Saga » Temmie, posted by fallsfall on July 19, 2003, at 11:45:11
You know. The one who flew across the room to stranggle him after one of our late-night chats (while I was obvlious to there being a roommate/lover). Jane. The one who filed the A&B charges.
I am devastated. I learned he'd been kicked out of Andrea's this morning. Andrea gave me the update and I am ... just ... plain ... shocked.
It's over.
I'm taking my Xanax with me wherever I go today -- which will likely NOT be the modeling agency. My hands are shaking. I am prone to tears, but this is the end.
I can't wait until he calls me.
I want my f&cking camera back, and wonder if I'll ever see it.
It's over it's over it's over it's over. I hope I'm not hurting too long.
* * * * * * *
I kept having dreams, incidentally, of Paul cheating on me, and he asked "I wonder where those are coming from?" He called me his princess, his soul mate and true love. He called me his other-half ... the "one." You know. He was so affectionate (and said all the right things). But in my heart, I knew.
Please please please God, help me through this now.
poster:Temmie
thread:243466
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20030719/msgs/243470.html