Posted by CtrlAlt n Del on March 24, 2002, at 4:02:56
In reply to Re: not for the squeemish » CtrlAlt n Del, posted by Zo on March 24, 2002, at 3:26:21
Didn't aim higher enough...stabbed the last reminant of a beer belly.
Thanks for all your concern..wasn't quite writing a suicide note I was downloading some stuff and just thought what a pathetic state i was in.
I haven't done anythink like this in bout 10 years...I needed a drink so I guess took alternative route...
There is a wonderful sense of calm and mild euphoria in knowing you can just drift off and never come back.
I've made numerous suicide attempts since I was 6 all pathetically unsuccessful.
It ain't bleeding -just a hole -bled at first but even then not much DO NOT READ NEXT IF YOU ARE EATINGI even put my finger inside and felt around...sounds really sick but looks kinda like a mouth. If the sides heal would be good place to carry keys maybe sew a little button on.....
I'll mention it to docdreamer
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