Posted by Anna laura on November 20, 2001, at 13:30:58
Hi guys
I real need to give vent to my emotions cause i feel deeply disaipponted.
I had a significant improvment in my anhedonia last week, but it only lasted a few days. Yesterday morning the awakenink faded away for no apparent reason and there was nothinh i could do to hold it back. I thought my life had changed and that the future was going to get brighter. I thought i was going to get out of the eleven year long tunnel i was in, but i was wrong. May be i'm being a little bit self indulgent but the truth it's that i'm too tired and i get discouraged very very easily after all these years of captivity. I've been planning to get back to college, to go out and see people but all i wanna do now it's just lay down and sleep and never to wake up.
poster:Anna laura
thread:14122
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