Posted by susan C on August 19, 2001, at 12:22:01
In reply to Re: depression and crushes sar, posted by mila on August 19, 2001, at 10:58:14
Do you have the pattern?
No, seriously, or for that matter, not seriously,
I remember talking to my best friend from hs years and years ago. I had just been intimate with my now husband, and it was the night before he left for a month long vacation. I called her up and said, I have never felt this way before...I am so frightened. This could be 'it'. She said, go for it.Then I had to wait a month.
May I have a piece of Pizza please?
I will fly over to get it when it is ready.
Mighty Mouse.
> good mornign, sar :)
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> > true, true! depression is such an energy-sucker. i do have some little magic pills now and am feeling better. prior to that, i grew my leg hair out and growled at any man who flirted with me. am much less bitter now, but part of my diagnosis (as "borderline") is extreme sensitivity and romantic relationships just tear me up...perhaps i should just be a nun. it would cut the drinking out, i wouldn't have to shave, and i wouldn't have to worry about this shite.
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> on a lighter note, sar, nuns are so devoted to loving jesus, it's astonishing. does your heart pound with joy when you think about this heavenly groom? one of the reasons i have never got to be a nun is precisely that. I do not enjoy jesus as a man, nor do i believe he's like me as a woman:) (i do not drink his blood and bite into his flesh every sunday, and my outfit lacks in starch)
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> > thanks mila. i'll keep you updated if you are interested.
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> please do. you are very lovely, and have an amazing presence of spirit. i am still looking for a girl like you in the bookstores i visit to help me out with selection of interesting titles. girls that work there all look like healthy gums from the toothpaste commercials. i shy away from them.
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> < & how are you?
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> i am alright today. just cleared the house from the males and enjoying my 6th cigarette with a cup of coffee. it is raining outside, the pizza dough is raising in the kitchen, and i love it all.
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> hugs,
> mila
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