Posted by Roo on July 17, 2001, at 16:11:41
please help me...maybe not advice, but just comfort or
'yeah, i been there and it sucks'. I think my relationship
is about to end, and I am the one ending it, after about
a year on working with issues with a couple's counselor,
it seems i'm right back to square one: I just don't feel
right in my heart about this guy. He's wonderful, but I
don't think he's right for me. Anyone have that experience--
wonderful person, but not right? God it hurts so bad. And
I feel like such a shitty person, b/c he loves me. I wanted
it to work so bad, but I feel like I just have to face
the fact that it's not going to, that I can't change my
feelings. I hoped I could and I tried really hard. I wish
this didn't make me feel so bad about myself. I feel i'm
doing something wrong b/c I'm going to be causing so much
pain--but what's my alternative? Marry someone when it
dosen't feel right to me? That's no good for either of us.
I dread all the pain that lies ahead of me. The loss for
myself and the pain I am going to cause my boyfriend. God
help me.
poster:Roo
thread:7553
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