Posted by annalaura on July 3, 2001, at 12:38:30
In reply to Re: Why should i go on? » annalaura, posted by AKC on July 3, 2001, at 9:38:53
> So in your shoes, but yet at this moment, I am at a different place in the journey. Just days ago I said to my therapist and my doctor that I could not keep going on, that I no longer had the energy. That the strength it took to put on that mask at work each day was too much. And the lack of friends. Those who said they understood, when confronted face on with my illness stood in judgment. Reading your post - I feel it deep inside.
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> I only respond in the hope that I can pass on a sliver of hope. Whatever miracle there is I am having a handful of good days - I am delighted of course - is it the meds, a product of the weather, my work in therapy, some alignment of the stars, a god I don't believe in finally giving me a god damn break? I don't know. I desparately need it to last. And I wish I could share it - especially with you - because I feel what you wrote so deeply.
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> I do hope you continue to go on - to hang on - I didn't see this coming - maybe it is there for you also. I know you deserve it.
Thank you AKC, thank you everybody.
After reading Kazoo post i was considering to leave the board. But then i read all of yours reply and made up my mind.Thanks again
Anna Laura
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