Posted by tina on June 27, 2001, at 13:48:40
not a good week. Feel like no one in the world cares if I'm alive or dead. I might get one or two post replies here that say "that isn't true" but it won't make a bit of difference you know. I don't know any of you and you don't know me so why would you bother saying something you don't mean just to be nice? I'd rather have honesty than placation.
I'm not saying anything against anyone here and it's nice to know that someone cares but my disease prevents me from believing it when it is told to me. I wish I could trust what people say but too many times it is proven that I should not. One day they care and the next, I am invisible.
I just get disappointed and hurt if I open my heart and yet I still keep doing it and getting hurt over and over. How dumb can one person be?
poster:tina
thread:6856
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