Posted by Deneb on April 16, 2009, at 14:11:55
In reply to Re: I think Dr. Bob is avoiding me :-( » Deneb, posted by raisinb on April 16, 2009, at 13:49:24
You're right Dinah. Maybe Dr. Bob isn't purposefully avoiding me at all. Maybe he is just being Bob.
I felt kind of depressed. I went to work only to decide that I couldn't function today. What the heck, I am getting laid off in June anyways and I've already gotten my raise and last performance review, I don't need perfect reliability.
I had scary thoughts of ODing while on the bus. I dunno what is wrong with me. :-(
I thought maybe I should just take all of my propranolol. I have no idea what that would do, it probably won't kill me though. My pdoc knows my tendencies to OD. I bet she wouldn't give me anything terribly dangerous.
Anyways, I don't want to get sick. I feel a bit better now.
I will be OK. I am at the Uni library right now. I have to stay here and pretend to be at work.
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