Posted by LadyBug on December 5, 2008, at 0:36:07
In reply to Re: Final countdown with my T :o(Ladybug, posted by rskontos on December 4, 2008, at 19:36:40
rsk,
Your post makes me cry too. Good tears I believe. I know I tried my T to the max and for 99% of the time she hung in there with me. I'm so glad I went back for a few times before it was too late. I won't regret that, if I hadn't have gone back, I would be full of regret and pain. I don't need to add to my already overwhelming bucket of pain. I'm trying to empty it, not add to it.I will have to try to go it alone. I know I don't have to be alone, I have my babble friends whom I know I'm going to need. I know I could see a new T, but I can't imagine seeing anyone now. 12 years is a long time. We've gone through a lot!!!! No one could replace her.
She told me last night that she's watched me go through some very heart breaking losses over these years. She watched as I lost EVERYTHING I worked all my life to gain. My house, cars, my job, my health, just to name some of it.
I appreciate your support to me when I've so desperately needed it. You are amazing as well and I've learned so much from you.
Together, helping each other, we can make it through anything if we keep on truckin. Giving up is not an option in my book but I've thought about it many times.
No one, or no thing ever crosses out path without affecting us in some way forever!
Thanks again for the kindness and support you've shown.
LadyBug
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