Posted by JoniS on November 25, 2008, at 6:41:08
In reply to Terminated with T today, posted by wishingstar on November 24, 2008, at 20:48:12
Wishingstar,
"...I know that I've come far enough that I can be okay without therapy from any therapist right now. Nonetheless, part of me wants to act out and sabotage myself right now. The little girl inside is screaming "wait, I'm not ready to be an adult and do this all on my own". Being a real, functioning adult, without a therapist, just going about life... that's very scary for me. I dont feel ready. I know who "wishingstar plus mental health needs/therapists/etc" is. Plain old "wishingstar" is a little more obscure.
I know I'm doing the right thing. I'm a strong woman and that's ME, not me plus my T. I hate termination..."
Congratulations that you have come so far! You sound strong and resolved in your post, and also sad to be saying goodbye to the t, and to the demands of "the little girl inside"
I'm very proud of you and I wish you well. Thanks for your post.
Joni
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