Posted by B2chica on September 8, 2008, at 8:57:53
In reply to Re: dissociating all over/sorry I was MIA » B2chica, posted by rskontos on September 5, 2008, at 17:21:37
phillapa, no, no meds help with that kind of dissociating. unfortunately.
sometimes sleeping it off does. sometimes not. depends.ya, i know what triggered it.
i had that flashback picture i was trying to figure out and finally brought it up with T.
i was talking about it pretty good but finally switched to littleone, then middle one, then littleone again quickly. hard to come out.
i had talked a little about picture last thursday and left T office in bad shape, got worse, wanted to call and didnt, i didn't think she was in on friday's. told T that she said that she saw clients thursdays and fridays and could always call her.
well friday i called her, and when i went outside (was at work) to talk with her i felt it coming on and switched right here out by the parking lot, there were people walking near and littleone was freaking out.after that i was just a dissociated mess. out of it. i don't think i was completely "put away".
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i know its hard for some of you to post, cuz i post during the day when i'm here at work.
sorry. i was in such bad shape. i know you care. i was hurt sad angry...all of it and didn't know what to do with all those emotions.********************************
i try to get some 'me' time before i pick up me IRL littleone but it's been gloomy, cloudy and cold here last few days, i think that's making my depression worse also.RSK, Rachel, jaymac all you
thank you for the support (and hugs)
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