Re: i luv u, b2chica! » lucie lu

Posted by B2chica on September 8, 2008, at 8:54:31

In reply to i luv u, b2chica! » B2chica, posted by lucie lu on September 5, 2008, at 19:11:09

i really don't think you know how much these words meant to me today.
last week may have triggered my depression back, and my meds are pooping out again.
my suicidal thoughts are back.
and last night.
i...i almost took a handful of pills.
i came in this morning not expecting anything.
and i'm in tears cuz i forgot how good this place is. and how much it makes me feel like maybe i'm ok. and i'm not ruined.
and i have to remember that maybe it's not me that wants to die, that maybe it's one of my inner ones.
lucie lu, i just dont think you know what you've done with your words today.
thank you.
ii luv u too.
b2c.

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