Posted by Daisym on July 17, 2008, at 0:05:36
In reply to Re: Wrestling » Daisym, posted by Dinah on July 15, 2008, at 8:36:04
Please don't be sorry. I haven't shared it very much and I certainly haven't been around much. I seem to keep falling asleep when I try to post.
His office(s) are not accessible - both are in historic buildings so no ADA code requirements. One is slightly easier - less steps - the other is impossible right now. And I'm very sad for that loss. It isn't just him, it is all the trappings. He talked to me about the safety and the rituals that go with the office and I kept nodding - not that he could even see me on the phone. I'm glad he understands what I'm trying to tell him because he is pretty good on the phone - it just isn't the same.
It doesn't feel as safe as it did - here is yet another thing that can take away therapy and my therapist that is out of my control. So even when I'm healed, which won't be soon enough, it will always be here.
Even as I type this, I'm aware of how lucky I do have it. I'm trying to dwell in the place of today, not in a year from today. It is very hard.
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