Posted by llurpsienoodle on May 14, 2008, at 5:27:07
In reply to Re: something bad happened in therapy today. » llurpsienoodle, posted by Dinah on May 13, 2008, at 18:13:41
I just don't want to get all messy and sobbing on the phone and hang up feeling worse. That's a risk I couldn't take, with my recent history of feeling bad quickly and ending up chez l'hôpital.
I will try to get my sh*t together and talk to him about this first thing in the session. It's gonna be hard. Really hard. I have a thing where I don't want to criticize my T. But if I have poise, I will feel more confident putting myself out there. Or maybe I will just use the extra time to build a wall around myself that I won't allow him to penetrate.
I know that he is very good at what he does. I feel like I've come a long way this year. I don't want to jeopardize that. So many fears. I'm scared.
-Ll
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