Posted by rskontos on February 14, 2008, at 20:20:05
In reply to Re: HUGE Step taken in Therapy today...... » rskontos, posted by MissK on February 14, 2008, at 19:00:36
Yes MissK you are accurate. I have fought it some but overall I am feeling more stable. I am not sure exactly feeling as I wrote in my diary and my pdoc warns the worst has not arrived. He says he is laying the foundation or the groundwork for when we get into the really deep stuff. He says this is necessary before we go deep. I am finally ready to admit I need therapy to myself and to him and ready to think about needing him. Big steps all the way around. Thanks for your observations. THis may be the calm before the storm or the eye of storm but the storm is necessary in order to work through the pain I know is lurking deep within. I have been deep inside the well of my mind and seen the entrance to my pain, I just did not go further with my pdoc around to help get me.
I know this is the beginning but I feel that he is the one to take me further. It just has been a bit of struggle to get everyone to accept. Not everyone is ready but we will get there eventually.
The turbulence may return but with my pdoc's help I hope to able to handle it.
Again, thanks for the reply. :)
rsk
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