Posted by star008 on December 22, 2007, at 14:45:27
Got a terrrible flu. blah..it is hard to be sick at all but for people like me it can be a bit more challenging.. I don't have many defenses when I am sick.. had flashbacks and saw things, heard things in my head.damn it was not a fun time. I wish i didn't feel so f..ed up all the time.. i tell myself I am not a big loser.. I really am not.. have a good job, nice kids, a home of my own, (ok so the bank owns it,lol)..Still i feel so screwed up and the future doesn't look so bright to me.. I see more of the same. And why is it that it is okay for me to be in pain day after day.. The T and the P-doc accept it as a fact of my condition. " Aw.. that's hard for you, blah blah blah"."Make sure you take care of yourself, blah blah blah"..Daily physical pain wouldn't be acceptable, would it??
Okay,, I am rambling now.. thanks for listening.
poster:star008
thread:802081
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