Posted by JoniS on August 19, 2007, at 18:53:58
In reply to Feeling isolated, and kinda trapped, posted by Racer on August 19, 2007, at 2:19:26
Hi Racer
I'm glad that you have that "most enjoyable person".
But still you feel like you don't have anyone you can turn to and that is really hard. And I'm really sorry about your difficulties with having a baby. I have a friend who has been dealing with that and I see how very painful that is.
If my T forgot my appointment I would be completely crushed. He is way to important to me right now, I wish it weren't so.
I can relate to the weight problem. I'm right there with ya. And it's a cycle. I eat - for comfort mostly. Then I feel fat and mad at myself for being so fat and having no willpower. Then I am depressed and I eat for comfort. And the cycle continues. Tomorrow I will start on a diet AGAIN. Please let this be the time I can stick with it.
I hope you get more comfortable posting on PB - give it a little more time I bet it will be OK. About the kitty - if you play with it til it's worn out I bet it will crash on your lap and you can snuggle with it. I get a lot of comfort snuggling with my dogs. They don't require much and they are easy to love.
I hope you are not feeling "wretched" anymore. Keep doing the little things - like spending time with friends shopping & talking even if they are not the ones you can share your deepest struggle with. Share what you can here and keep us posted cause people here do want to know how you are.
((((((Racer))))))
Hoping for more 'mostly great' days for you!
poster:JoniS
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