Posted by Happyflower on May 23, 2007, at 15:02:03
In reply to Re: I am not doing very well » Happyflower, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on May 22, 2007, at 16:43:28
Thanks so much Llurpsie,
You said something to me this last weekend that sort of stuck out in my head. When I said I think I am depressed, you said it is okay to admit it. That meant so much to me for you to say, because it is so hard to admit it, and I didn't even know that I was having that trouble. So I am out in the open where it scares the hell out of me, because when you open up, you can get hurt. But I am trying, I did it a little this weekend, to my DH,and I did to my T .
Another thing this weekend I didn't realize is that I don't talk about my kids much and they are almost my whole life. I am not sure why I don't talk about them, I do in T, when I am having problems. I remember once when I was frusterated with my kids and it therapy I expressed this. My Tsaid I have good kids, he met them, and he was surprised to hear me being frusterated by them. It is true they are good kids, and I am so luckey to have them. But even good kids can frusterate parents. I normally say good stuff about them, so when I upset about them, he was surprised.
So not only did I have a great time this weekend, I learned some stuff about myself. I am still scared of being at the train station alone, lol, but when I listened to my ipod and did math problems, nobody looked at me anymore, so it was good. I guess the point is not to look scared, right?
I did mention you too in T today, I am sad you are moving so far away. :-( But I am happy for you though but I will miss you. You are a star you know, did you name your star yet?
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