Posted by Happyflower on April 3, 2007, at 20:05:57
In reply to Re: I called my T to check on him » Orchid, posted by Happyflower on April 3, 2007, at 18:57:31
After spending a childhood of having my emotions beaten down and surpressed physically and emotionally until I felt numb, , I am glad I can "feel", even if you feel they are swings on a pendelum.
I am a musican, poet, and artist, passion is my tool. I would be dead without it as a child, I would have died emotionally , and now as an adult, I use it for my creativity. Most of the time I am happy, sometimes really happy, but sometimes I feel down and depressed just like anyone else, but overall I am a consistant average happiness. I am stable overall.
Your really can't judge only by my posts. I post for support and to vent, so maybe you only know the highs and lows, but you don't know me, because you have never met me before or spent any time with me. Plus if you haven't been around much, then you don't know I am going through termination with my T. Remember how you felt when you went through that? I remember the posts. My emotions are probably normal for what I am going through right now.
I like who I am, and even if I am down, I still know I can make a difference in the world, and fly through the rest of my life with passion and purpose. I am so f*cking happy to be alive after all I have been through, so when I am happy, I am going to shout it out to the world!
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