Posted by wishingstar on February 11, 2007, at 21:59:10
In reply to Re: mmmm seroquel :) » muffled, posted by wishingstar on February 11, 2007, at 18:11:29
Oh well. I gave in and called her. Of course she wont call back tonight (its 11pm here) but hopefully tomorrow. I'm a mess. Barely functioning. Feeling very scattered. I hate this job. I just want to stay in bed and cry and I dont know what else. I cant keep doing this. The good in my life would be GLADLY traded to get rid of these bad feelings. I just cant. I cant do it.
Ginny will call tomorrow and will say.. go out with friends.. distract yourself.. journal.. be kind to yourself.. but why? It only puts off the inevitable. Which is feeling like this.
At what point did I switch over from a stupid teen looking for some attention to THIS? I never wanted to be this.
I need help but there is no help to give.
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