Posted by Karolina on June 21, 2006, at 23:44:22
In reply to I give up! ******S.I. TRIGGER*******, posted by ElaineM on June 21, 2006, at 16:46:59
((((Elaine))))
Please don't be mad at yourself, think it's your fault and give up. You were doing the right things. I hope that you will be able to call the office back tomorrow and explain that this really is an emergency. I am so sorry to hear that you hurt yourself. Do you think your T will be aware of how you are feeling or be aware of your injuries when you see him next? It seems like it would only make sense to talk about your self-injuring when you see him so soon after it happened. But then it’s twisted, because indirectly *he* is kind of the cause of all your feelings of panic and despair right now. I think that really shows how unhealthy the relationship has become.
But I know you probably feel kind of trapped in it too, because you still care a lot for him. It’s definitely a hard situation and I really think that once you talk to your doctor about it you will feel a lot better. I’m sorry if what I have said sounds harsh. I just don’t think he is being fair to you at all. If what was happening during sessions was good and positive for you, I don’t think you would feel so upset and scared right now.
We care about you and I hope you feel better soon.
-Karolina-
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