Posted by Larry Hoover on May 24, 2006, at 6:48:25
In reply to Re: Younger parts and pieces - trigger » Larry Hoover, posted by Daisym on May 23, 2006, at 23:46:42
> In your experience, once the blurring begins, how to you weather the storm without it taking you out?
Well, part of my horror was simply not having any idea what was going on. It wasn't only what was happening, it was my reaction to it, that made it hellish. If I knew it was me getting un-Humptied, before it happened.....if I had somehow known that, it would have been easier. I don't know how much easier, but easier.
Women get through childbirth. The reward is worth every bit of the pain. Knowing that, ahead of time, makes it manageable.
As for being taken out, I didn't get taken out. I awoke from a sound sleep, and it was already over.
I have not seen any literature on it. I have no idea if my experience is generalizable to others. Maybe each person's reassembly is different. I'm sure there are degrees and levels of repair required that make us unique in that regard, too. But I can say, it didn't take long.
Once the process began, I had eight or ten hours of consciousness that something was really amiss, two or three of which were hell. Then, I went to sleep (simply from exhaustion?), and awoke restored.
Lar
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