Posted by happyflower on May 21, 2006, at 12:22:47
In reply to Re: sorry if i keep talking in redundant circles, posted by happyflower on May 21, 2006, at 9:31:24
Whew got rid of some major stress and I didn't have to talk to anyone at the gym. I plan to garden the rest of the day. :-)
Well what is on my mind now is that I don't feel like my T gives me credit for what I believe. He asked what was so special about him and I told him what I thought. Well he dismissed what I felt by saying that their are a lot of people like him. Maybe so , but does that mean what I like about him doesn't mean anything? Is it saying that I don't see good qualities when I see them?
Lately I am seeing my T as being cynical and judgemental of not just me but other things as well. I know nobody is perfect, but this is bothering me about him.He mentioned on how he doesn't look forward to seeing some clients in the public because they feel they need to give him a 3 month progress report of their lives everytime they see him.
NOw I am like, well maybe he doesn't like to see me as well and maybe that is why he doesn't want to talk to me out in the public. He just doesn't like me and I am only a pain in the butt client. So maybe he is glad I have quit therapy and I will be sure not to bother in when I see him because he doesn't really care about me or my life.
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