Posted by happyflower on April 4, 2006, at 21:25:46
In reply to Re: It is so hard and scarey, please help me » happyflower, posted by gardenergirl on April 4, 2006, at 16:59:20
Gardenergirl,
It so hard for me to see this as progress, but I am trying. It has taken me over 15 months to get to this point, I just hope I can follow through with it.
It is funny when I ask for an extra session, and when I get there I just want to turn around and say forget it, I don't remember what I wanted to say. But he doesn't let me get away with that. He is on to me. LOL I think he knows I want to hide under my blanket.
I think the situation with my marriage in a way is more painful that what I experieced as an abused child. When I was a child, I was not loved, but at least in most of my married I felt loved, and know I know what it feels like, well it hurts so much to have lost it. As I child, I didn't even know what I was missing because I never had it. Life is so tough. Thank you GG, I know you will make a great T someday. ;-)
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