Posted by B2chica on April 4, 2006, at 9:04:47
In reply to It is so hard and scarey, please help me, posted by happyflower on April 4, 2006, at 5:22:29
((((((((((((((((((happyflower)))))))))))))))
oh sweetie, i'm so sorry you are feeling so much hurt right now.
i think love lasts but relationships don't. and yes it hurts. it hurts bad.it's really good that you've opened yourself up a little more for your T. i admire that. maybe you can help me open up to my T?
kids is certainly a great reason to keep your head above water.
it is excrutiatinly painful for me to share innermost depths of myself with anyone. and am glad to hear you can do that with your T. it's SOOOOO imnportant. and yes, scarey. if he is 1/2 the T you say he is, he will be honored that you choose to share these 'disturbed' parts of you with him. he will take that and keep it safe for you. please don't run away, i know that urge is overwhelmingly strong. but you've made it this far. and i think you should definately call and see if you can get in sooner to see him.
YES you do want to open that final lock....but you do need to do it when you feel safe. it can be so painful but that's why he's there right. to keep you safe as you explore these terrible feelings and memories.CALL!
and i'm here for you. to support you, to care about you.
b2c.
poster:B2chica
thread:628310
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20060325/msgs/628605.html