Posted by B2chica on November 17, 2005, at 9:42:24
In reply to Re: is it real....possible trigger » B2chica, posted by muffled on November 16, 2005, at 13:28:02
* I know the can't move thing, its weird all right, but good in that no cut. I can't cry yet. Can't show weakness yet.
-this is how i feel. i've been so protective of ALL my emotions all these years, it's hard to all of a sudden expose them.
> > > my T said something that i remembered and it triggered crying. he said i have a lot to grieve about.
i don't feel as thought i have a right to grieve.* Yeah. I guess I feel that way about myself too. Sh*t.
Of course I think YOU do have right. Just not me cuz I didn't have hard stuff like you.-and see i think 'I' don't have the right because Others had it so bad. i don't think i did.
-i do try to pray, but i don't like praying for myself, but praying for others in my situations (and those on babble) help me a little.
thanks so much for the support muffled.
b2c.
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