Posted by Poet on November 2, 2005, at 21:46:40
In reply to Re: Sliding Downward (trigger) » Poet, posted by ClearSkies on November 1, 2005, at 5:12:17
Hi ClearSkies,
I'm just not sure if what I'm feeling is situational or chemical or what. I should see Dr. Clueless, but if I am as *different* as she says than upping my Effexor or switching meds won't do anything. I've never been certain meds do anything, other than Ambien, that does work.
My job failure has to be my fault. T says it's anxiety that the interviewer picks up on, but for so many of these jobs I feel confident that I can do it. The right one is not out there, I have to accept that I am stuck in low paying boredom. But I just can't...
I wish I could believe the right job is out there, but I can't. I can't take rejection any more, but on the other hand if I don't try than it's my fault for giving up. The rock and hard place I am stuck between are crushing me.
Thanks for understanding and seeing something positive. I wish I could.
Poet
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