Posted by gardenergirl on August 16, 2005, at 2:12:42
In reply to Re: Waah, I want my T! » gardenergirl, posted by fairywings on August 15, 2005, at 21:57:29
Well, I'm feeling a tiny bit less stressed and overwhelmed. I managed to accomplish the most important things yesterday, although one of them caused me a tremendous amount of anxiety. I wonder what my clients would think if they could see me pacing my office, talking to myself, trying to move past my writer's block and get down to business? It wasn't pretty. I think the writing came out okay, though. It was good to send it off and get it out of my hands. (Alexandra, this is the article I got a month's reprieve on. Um, I didn't keep working on it. Just procrastinated on procrastinating.)
I am not as prepared for my trip as I would like. And I have to pick up my suitcase from the repair shop, asssuming it's fixed in time. I kinda forgot that I can't borrow my hubby's since he is going out of town earlier in the day before I get back. :(
I kind of wanted to take it easy and spend some quality time with hubby tomorrow night. Sigh. Is packing with and watching me run around the house like a chicken without a head quality time?
And now of course I'm stressing that I will come back to being behind on paperwork again since I have clients in the afternoon today (Tuesday) and won't be able to stay to do all my notes and have them in the charts for my supervisor. I should tell him today, so he's less peeved on Monday.
Let's see...what else is causing me to be wide awake at, ack! three a.m. when I was so bone tired earlier this evening I could barely eat my oatmeal. (Nothing like leftover oatmeal, the Irish steel cut kind, for an easy and comforting treat!)
So I'm up drinking some chammomile tea and catching up on posting. At least I'm not obsessively planning every possible route on the Metro and copying the directions. I did that last night. Sigh. I wish I was better at reading a map. I wish I had a travel buddy this time.
But Laurie's right. It will be okay. And once I'm there, I will be so busy I won't have time to be anxious or feel sick. Good thing I don't have a dinner obligation for Wed. night, though. I can rest up for the rest of the week. Pizza, chocolate, tea, and maybe "In Session" in my hotel room? And perhaps a call or two to pals.
Okay, done rambling now. Thanks for listening.
Hugs (non contagious) to all my Babble pals. Catch up with y'all when I return.
gg
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