Posted by B2chica on June 24, 2005, at 10:17:42
In reply to Re: therapy/therapist--midlife crisis or depression?, posted by Jazzed on June 23, 2005, at 17:12:20
you guys all had such Great words of wisdom and support for me thank you so much.
the last time my boss yelled i was feeling emotionally ok and looked calmly at him and said point blank "are you yelling at me?" he said (yelling) no i'm not! (hehe)
but i still have an instinct to cave and just absorb all the verbal abuse, not showing any emotion, almost dissociating a bit.My T has been great, Very supportive. infact he's the one that's talking to me about a possible career change. i saw him yesterday and he's encouraged me to at least look into a couple of programs offered at the university here.
i told him i'd probably be going to school for 8 years if i went back cuz i'd have to go real slow. i think most people frown on that and i expected a similar reaction...but his was "what better way to spend those years?"
dang he's awesome. he's just so non-judgemental.i've been bad at being consistant with my medications so i think a little depression has been creeping in. skipped last two days (accidentally, not on purpose). but took today.
my husband has been getting better and better. he's very caring. i've been needing hugs lately and he doesn't push me away like he used to.
thanks all for your comments. and thanks for making me feel a little less alone.
b2c.
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